I have just met someone with an extreme case of psychosis, and trust me he is one freaky person. How someone can exhibit 3 personalities in just one body is amazing, but then they were all crazy. He has Tobias the drug addict who lives in fear of sin, Charles the embodiment of Tobias' father, the punisher of sin and the middle of the two the archangel Raphael, the mediator.
But lately I have met quite a few mentally insane people and it is all from the comfort of my own home. OK that makes me sound a little insane myself, but I am currently in the middle of 'Criminal Minds' marathon and each episode features a new psychotic person. Seeing all these insane people makes me feel just plain old sane. I am not some psychotic serial killer, just your average university student on break having a DVD marathon.
Watching these episodes induces two different emotions, feeling of unsafe and the feeling of being dumb. I am jumping at the slightest noise at the moment, though when a weird man appeared at the end of the drive it spooked me a little. I mean why was an odd man who I don't know walking down my drive early in the morning and to make it a little more creepy he didn't even come to the door. I sat on the couch watching him wander down the drive and along the side of the house calling out someones name. But he left not long after he appeared so I began to feel just that little bit safer.
A murderer is dragging women along the ground and all that I can think about is not the women, nor what is about to happen to them but about the damage to their nice shoes as they grated along the rough ground. I now see myself as shallow, but in reality it is just me.
In Criminal Minds there is this character Dr Spencer Reid and to be honest he makes me feel really dumb and stupid. He has this amazing mind that I wish I possessed. He puts my limited intelligence to shame and trust me right now my intelligence and smarts level is not very high. I wish I could borrow some of his knowledge right now I have an algebra test in a couple of days and I have this really bad sense of doom looming over me. I know that thinking like that is bad for ones health, but hey every university student feels it at some point. For me I just wish it wasn't right now. I have to much going on in the next couple of weeks to think about failing. I need as many credits as I can right now.....
Yes sorry readers but I am not as smart as I would like. I really am not the most intelligent person on this planet, though I wish I was. Right I really must get back to my Flash assignment, it's calling me telling me that I need to hurry up and get on with it. I can't fail, so please all you readers lend me your brains and help me to pass this dang blasted algebra test.
Searching ones brain for the right piece of knowledge is like searching for a single needle in a pile of needles, not a needle in a haystack as the common saying goes.
