The world has come to an end....

The demon king has destroyed my world, how can it be?

Ok to fully clarify here my world has ended. The manga series I was reading ended at a good part and I can't  get the last chapter anywhere...

Please help me, my world is desending into depression and despair...

Where is chapter 82 of Love Monster by Miyagi, Riko? I need to read it, I cannot just leave it unfinished.

Please help me...

Oh and by the way this post will make sense once you read the previous one.... Trust me it is worth reading it.

Emotions so deep that I turn into the demon queen.

I feel like crying. It really is very sad, but it's all your fault.... OK not the you that is reading this but all you other people out there who aren't reading this. Come on people all it takes is a few clicks and a couple of search words and you can find this simple little blog. But to tell the truth I am beginning to lose hope in you readers out there, No views in the past week and a half, I feel very lonely and it makes me want to cry.... Please read me....I'm not boring...OK sometimes I can be a little boring, I know that I shouldn't be admitting that but lets be fully honest here you, yes you there, the one that is reading this, can be just as boring as me at times. There is not one single person in this world that is not boring sometimes...

OK that was a little mean I guess, but I don't really want to write this blog if no-one is going to read it, I might just as well write out my university adventures in my journal. That is no fun though, that gets boring when I know that there is someone out there who will read this...

Well back to the real university experience, not the one where I feel suddenly lonely at 3 in the morning... My rant is over...

What I was really going to talk about was those click moments, I suppose I should call them ahh moments..Epiphanies... and the such. I wouldn't say that I get them often but I really do have some idiot moments where I really am thick and not very intelligent. Yeah I know that I am not really viewing myself in high respect, but it's true I can be a bit stupid sometime; then again I can have intelligence that is unrivalled.

It is really handy when I have one in regards to the topic that I happen to be studying at the time but this latest one has nothing to do with study nor does it make me look very intelligent. It is a bit like those moments where someone makes a joke and you really don't get it until after everyone has finished laughing. Basically(wow that must be my word of the week) it took me 35 chapters to have my epiphany, how sad is that. I really did feel quite stupid after that moment.

In reality I realised some simple little fact about a character in the manga series I am currently reading. For you see there is this girl Tama who is lusting after one of the Tenma boys, well any of the Tenma boys to be precise. But that is not really the point, I didn't get the lust issue until I realised that it was just a cat lusting after a bird. To clarify this i should tell you that Tama is able to change into a cat and the Tenma family are all crow demons, so yeah a cat lusting after a bird. Was quite a simple thing to realise that but it take me a while to click. Hmmm it is late though so I am not surprised that my mental capabilities are not up to their usual level.

AHHHHHHHHH PLEASE NO!!!!!.... Several pages later..... phew panic over, all is well again; except for the appearance of the demon king of course, but that situation really couldn't be avoided. Though the appearance of the demon king was expected since his woman was stolen by a vampire then almost killed by him. What I would love for a guy to be protective of me. But the real "AHHHHHHHHH PLEASE NO!!!!!" moment was because the beloved white crow (the demon king's woman) was almost made into a vampire, how could the author have even let that thought pass through his brain when he was drawing the manga. But despite the fact that the vampire killed her then was the only one that could bring her back to life, the fear that she would be a vampire was too strong. I have once again become so engrossed in a manga that I let myself fall fully into the world as depicted on the page. I grow too involved.

This link should explain why  I became very worried and in a fit of despair over the white crow.
http://manga.animea.net/love-monster-chapter-54-page-3.html
How could the author have ever thought of giving her those when she in reality is a white crow not a vampire. Those stupid little piddly things are nothing compared to what she should really have...
http://manga.animea.net/love-monster-chapter-54-page-7.html
Those are what they really look like. Not those stupid half-arsed vampire ones the author thought she should have if she became a vampire.

Grrrr I really should learn to take a step back and just read mangas like a normal person. Actually I should learn to put that much emotion and devotion into my studies. However they are just too good to stop reading.

My energy has become low, I should sleep... but this manga is really good....

Righty ho, I shall finish this here, I need some form of sleep before I attempt any form of study and also this post is quite lengthy. I hope you enjoyed it oh and I hope that you find joy in anything you read like I do in the manga that I read.

Down the Rabbit Hole

Have you ever had one of those days where you just wish you could follow the white rabbit down the rabbit hole and get lost. Today was not one of those days per say, but more a day of opportunities. For you see I offered people the chance to be their own Alice and follow me down the rabbit hole. OK that doesn't sound quite right, but it does have meaning. Today I was the white rabbit from Alice in Wonderland, complete with ears, pocket watch, glasses and cute little nose.

One thing that you will have to get use to at university is people in weird clothing. I happen to be that person at my uni. Yes I do know that I am crazy but hey it is fun to create this alternate persona once in a while. For me it is once a week. I do however need to go shopping as I like to wear a different costume each week and I have already done all the ones that I currently own. Let me see I have done: Gothic Lolita Bunny, mini mouse, nurse, pirate(came in handy for the pirate party at one of the bars), spring(as in the season), school girl, and last weeks one....the white rabbit from Alice in Wonderland(not that I have ever read the book. I did watch the movie and didn't really like it).  Be prepared there are crazy and weird people out there and a fair few of them reside at uni, but there is also normal people too.

University is known for some of it's crazy people. There are different types of crazy and uni seems to attract all of them. But hey everyone is weird in their own way. You just don't realise what yours is fully until you see the crazy in those around you. This is partly due to the fact that you think others are crazier than you, therefore your crazy is really not that bad. So basically don't worry I am crazier than you I just restrict it to one day a week. Crazy at uni is expected and an integral part of the university culture.

So be warned.... You could be the next crazy.

Embarrassing Laughter and its inconvenient appearance

OK, so I just had a total ditz moment, that I am glad nobody witnessed. So naturally I decided to share it will all you readers. well this ditz moment was one of those where you lose something and then find it. Like those ones where you lose your glasses only to discover that they are on your head where you left them. Except mine did not not involve glasses but the plastic lid of a pringles tin. I was searching madly for the lid only to discover that I was holding it in my hand. But what made it the ditz moment was that I spent a good two minutes searching.

Tonight was leftover night, but to be honest the leftovers we not so great second time around. But some of the problem stemmed from the fact that someone burned their dinner and the smell has seeped into my room through the closed door and seriously burnt food does not smell good.

I believe that laughter is one of the best ways to scare away the blues, oh and a couple of squares of chocolate. But for me the source of laughter is from reading manga novels. I am sitting here at half one in the morning and laughing till I cry. The following link is what I am reading right now. SO please read that page and the couple of pages following it. It may not be your sense of humour but maybe just maybe you will see a little of why I am happy and joyous from laughing.
http://www.mangafox.com/manga/shiawase_kissa_sanchoume/v10/c049/3.html

So a couple of weeks ago I started this post and as I was studying at the time I put little notes at the end as reminders of topics and thoughts that I wanted to add, but now, after two weeks I can no longer remember what they mean. Here is the list that I wrote of random thoughts but like most random thoughts they make very little sense:

• stalker garlic - most confusing, why did I want to write about stalkers and garlic, what garlic has to do with stalkers I have no idea.
• tricking the stalker 11/53/21   maid sama - ummmm I know the manga series that this refers to but after re reading the specified page I cannot work out why I would want to write it.
• new examples of exam prep-manga/no sleep - this one is a blank.
• return of the evil lady in pink-harry potter - I have no idea why I wanted to write about her, I was watching the harry potter movies during my study breaks so that could be why.

Ok this next paragraph is about one of the random topics that appeared on the list, but as I knew exactly what I was going to write about it it did not warrant being added to the list above. For you see during one of my study sessions at the university library I took a ten minute break to read a chapter of the manga series I was reading at the time. But that bit is insignificant, what is more significant is the embarrassing moment that occured during this reading session. I get quite involved in the manga that I read and have been known to cry in sad bits and laugh at the funny things. But manga are one of the few things that provoke such intense emotions in me. So the reason why these emotions were highly embarrassing at that specific moment in time is that the person sitting at the desk witnessed my absorbtion in the manga. I sat there and not only shed some tears but I actually laughed out loud, not something that I do very often. The person next to me happened to be quite good looking which made it really embarrasing as they kept looking at me every time I tried to stiffle a giggle.

Enjoy life, giggle and have fun doing stuff that you like.